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Khalil Lionél, 190790
Location: Singapore
Age: 21
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Friday, February 25, 2011

I gotta get use to this new routine of 'not going down to training anymore'. Today was the first time ever that I miss training intensionally. Usually I miss training with valid reasons. I feels that my time is running short and my time will soon comes to an end before I get enlisted into the force. Therefore, I had think it through that I wanna use the time I got left to relax and chill. I shouldn't be doing all the dirty work anymore, I should be doing all the scolding, disciplining and marking anymore. Because what's the point if having a new batch if I am still doing all of those things. When will they learn, when will they stand up on my own. I just got to let go.

Even so, the unit is still the place that I will remember, the unit is the root myself now. No matter how much changes was made to the unit and see how soft the unit had become, I still gotta accept it because this is my root. Lots of things had change man, lots of things. Honestly, I miss all of those hard time moments, doing push-ups and all sort of physical trainings. To me those were the days. Now, I don't care anymore. I've lost the sense of belonging in the unit and I've lost the brotherhood between cadets and teachers. Guess this is sign for me to move on.

Peace!~ but I will be back one day.
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